yikes
oh boy do i love depression and the urges to self harm again even though i haven’t in practically a year and how i fukij n cave in and feel even more like shit? ??? hoooo boy love disappointing myself, those who care about me, and i even feel like i’ve disappointed my fav characters!!! i LOVE how it feels like there are 10 different people in my head just screaming at me lol i am just a Mess™ somebody just END ME LMAO



