darlinjim-deactivated20210416

“I feel like I woke up having been involved in this business from a certain perspective and I don’t know, I finally saw that perspective with clear eyes and I was, I don’t really dig working from this angle of needing to win, needing to be… it was a process that kind of left me completely out of it. Because it’s what was it you said about beating the others? Because who’s it all for, then? I win and then what? It’s like eating cotton candy, you eat it and you’re, who’s fuckin’ next? It’s aggressive. So I’m still figuring it all out, but I think, for me, it’s finding the joy again..”