Data Trash™

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#do not reblog #if u reblog this i will end u #personal #self harm mention #well doesn't that just give it away lmao #please nobody worry about me #text

i just finished watching the episode The Visitor and it has fucked me up so bad like i am sobbing because i literally relate so much to what the other jake went through like i can’t? ?? stop crying?? ? it hits me so deep? ????

#like the whole not wanting to leave and saying time passed for eveyone else except him #like those are two things i've been thinking about EVERY SINGLE DAY since my dad passed and i have never once seen or heard anyone else-#feel the same way #so i felt like i was the only one around me who felt this way and that i am lagging #and then to watch this episode???#it was triggering but... ..#i just feel numb now #there's not one day that goes by were i don't think of that morning #text #personal #DO NOT REBLOG #i shouldve put that higher because now some wont see it #oh well #death mention #in the tags at least

Hey guys I might not be on much today because I am just so physically and emotionally exhausted (like mike had to call my work and say I couldn’t come in because I was practically throwing up from an anxiety attack) I just wanted to thank y'all for the supportive asks, messages, and posts you tagged me in! I probably won’t post any of the asks because I want to keep them in my inbox where I can read them whenever! I’m sorry if I gave anyone a scare it’s just my depression has came back full swing and it’s really fucking me up tbh lol I love you all!! I’ll still try and keep my queue full for today!

#do not reblog #personal #it feels like I've been hit by a car lmao #But I appreciate all of you guys so much thank you #feel free to still tag me in things and send me stuff #it'll probably just take me a while to see it!

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#I'm the useless piece of shit of my family #maybe I'll just die so they won't even have to waste their breath on me #lol wouldn't that me sO G R E A T #personal #do not reblog #be*

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#everytime my mom talks to me reminds me how much I want to die :)))(#text #personal #do not reblog

I’m just so sick of my mom using me as an emotional punching bag. Like my dad used to be the one she vented to but now that he’s gone and I’m the only one around I’m like her next target like jfc no wonder my dad drank until it fucking killed him I would to if I had to deal with her shit constantly

#DO NOT REBLOG #don't fucking reblog this #even if you're just trying to make me feel better /do not reblog/#I'm on mobile so I can't put it under a read more sorry I just need to yell into the abyss #sorry new followers this is what you get #heh #personal #text

I feel like everyone hates me and are vague posting about me and I’m just upset and feel like a bad terrible person ://

#do not reblog #personal #text #I'm so anxious why do I suck #I feel like I'm doing everything wrong

I hate my stupid fucking shitty life when will I fucking die already

#do not reblog #personal #text

i need to stop doing stupid things that put me into uncomfortable situations

#do not reblog #personal #text #somebody plz just punch me in the face

I’m so anxious in my own house I hate it like I just want to run away as far as I can from here but I cant. So then I just want to pull the covers over me and sleep until tomorrow but I know that’s impossible too. So I’m stuck here, feeling trapped in my own house, on the verge of an anxiety attack

#personal #text #do not reblog #yay isn't life great!!#I certainly don't want to die ahahah!!!!!