i just finished watching the episode The Visitor and it has fucked me up so bad like i am sobbing because i literally relate so much to what the other jake went through like i can’t? ?? stop crying?? ? it hits me so deep? ???? 

#like the whole not wanting to leave and saying time passed for eveyone else except him#like those are two things i've been thinking about EVERY SINGLE DAY since my dad passed and i have never once seen or heard anyone else-#feel the same way#so i felt like i was the only one around me who felt this way and that i am lagging#and then to watch this episode???#it was triggering but... ..#i just feel numb now#there's not one day that goes by were i don't think of that morning#text#personal#DO NOT REBLOG#i shouldve put that higher because now some wont see it#oh well#death mention#in the tags at least
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