Data Trash™

damn i really did just take 4 pages of notes on why i love and relate to ezri dax

#personal #text #reminder not to reblog posts i tag personal #i have so many ideas on how to draw her portrait!!!!!#i don't know which one to do!!#and i told this guy i'd have all the stuff sent to him by friday!#woopsies!#i still have time i can do this #i'm mostly nervous about writing #i suck at writing #and like i have to do an artist bio too??? what do i say about myself!!!#who am i!!??

ok i’m going to close tumblr and go sit outside… feel the sun on my skin…. think about real world things

#text #personal #reminder not to reblog posts i tag personal #see you guys in a few hours

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#do you think my mom effectively utilized girl power when emotion abusing my sister and i for years #emotionally*#and continues to try to manipulate us now even though we are adults #:)#it’s a whole thing i won’t get into right now #my sister and i are officially blocking her number and social media so she will have no contact with us #but my anxiety is so high that my legs are shaking vigorously #feel free to send me asks rn so i can take my mind off it #text #personal

very annoyed because guitar center said the bass guitar i ordered over a month ago, on backorder, was finally in stock and they were processing my order but i just checked now and it says it’s been cancelled??? i go to check to see if they discontinued the model or something…. nope! it’s in stock! and $60 more than when i tried to buy it originally :))))

(im not asking for advice on what to do now, im just venting)

#text #personal #guess i have to email them #so annoying though!!???#like wtf

mike and i ordered doordash and in the bag with our food was a whole unopened bottle of sweet chili sauce??????????

#text #personal #we ordered burritos??????#it was a contactless delivery so we didn’t talk to him??#idk maybe it just fell into our bag??

having one of those days where i dance and sing to cher one minute and then cry in bed for 3 hours because i hate myself the next

#text #personal #reminder not to reblog posts i tag personal #you will get blocked #like i don’t usually dance around and sing but i was doing that today and felt so good #and then my brain said ‘lol but you hate yourself you ugly piece of shit!!’#‘’time to dive deep into your trauma throughout your life and make you absolutely hate yourself while doing it’#:))))

i don’t like how my voyager design came out but i’m really not in the mood to redo it so i might just post it as is lmao

#text #personal #like it’s fine but idk #you can tell voyager is my least fav akdhdhjaba #do i just post it?? 🤔🤔🤔

shirt update: yeah i don’t like it anymore akdhhdja i’ll definitely be selling them on just plain black shirts! all the bleach and dye started to make the design peel off, which im personally into because it makes it look more vintage, but im not sure how well it’ll hold up after washing a couple times

#text #personal #reminder not to reblog posts i tag personal #like it doesn’t look that bad but i definitely don’t love how it turned out #it looks better as just a black shirt #i’ll take pictures soon to post for those who wanna see it still

mike, our friend, and i are making our own beer and we just put the hops in and it smells so fucking good im very excited

#text #personal #we are doing a hazy ipa

mike’s mom sent me star trek pajamas for christmas :)

#personal #text #he got christmas vacation pjs #meanwhile i haven’t talked to my mom in weeks because her boyfriend is a shitbag and both my sister and i have told her that #and she keeps making excuses for him #and she still sent stuff signed by her and him #and sent a very passive aggressive text to mike about it #probably going to get a nasty text from her tomorrow :)#but i’m over a thousand miles away now!!! can’t do shit now!!