hmm feeling very discouraged about my art and what i can do with it and whether its even worth it to try to make a living out of it eventually
#text#personal#i've tried and failed to make an etsy TWICE#so idk i feel like thats out because i suck at it#but i hate doing commissions#so its like... thats it#and like rn im back to going to work every day plus working from home#and literally any free time i have i've been using to keep up on current events and read/share any resources i can#like right now is a bad time to try and figure my shit out because i obviously don't want to clog social media with my art#when the spread of information is so important right now#and i want to use my art to help but i just really dont know how#everyone is saying different things and im just so confused so i just dont make art#and i know that my art struggle literally means nothing right now there are so many actually important things#mike is supposed to hear back from a job tomorrow and thats basically going to determine whether we are moving to florida or not#(i mean we are still planning to move even if he doesn't get it but it will determine if we move down within like... the next month)#which means i will be quitting both my jobs#which means i will need to make money somehow down there#and id like to doing something with my art#so its kinda an immediate issue i have to deal with personally#but i cant help but feel immensely guilty when i spend free time trying to figure that out and yeah it just comes full circle#anyway long tags em is what they call me
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